Monday, May 14, 2012

Better late then never!!!

WOW! I got away from this blog for way too long! Life kinda got in the way there but now I am back and running wild! I love to write I love to share. I am thinking of even sharing this with some friends... we will see though!!
Getting into the lifestyle a year ago now, so much has changed. Everything for the better. My marriage is solid as ever, we understand each other on different levels then ever before. I love my husband for the man he is even more then just a year ago. It is absolutely crazy how this lifestyle changes you so much!!! One of the biggest things I have learned about myself is that I am bi sexual. This was one of the hardest changes I have had to overcome because I never really understood my feelings for women my entire life. After having hours of mock counseling sessions with myself and my husband (side note I went to school for counseling) I have come to the realization that I have always been bi but never identified and been honest with myself about it.
Now I am going to attempt to become more open. Not with my family most likely (though I have several homosexual members in my family) but with my friends. I absolutely love women. The right women of course. I am very picky! That I already knew!!
I am not your typical swinger, I do have pretty high standards. I never want to do the walk of shame =0)
I say to all the swingers or people thinking about swinging, make sure you do set standards for yourself and your partner. So many people just take anything and I just do not get it. Yes its about sex but you wanna be aroused by the sex right?!?
We have had great luck in the past year. We haven't had a tremendous amount of couples but a good amount of new friends and some awesome memories that will always be with me! Living life to the fullest is what it is about!!! Be what you are! Do not be ashamed and love one another!!
As for now, Peace Out!!